Having fled Iran to seek safety in the UK, Alexander’s struggles were far from over. Then, in 2013, he joined Stone Flowers which changed the course of his life.
In 2011, Alexander* was arrested and tortured for protesting in his home country of Iran. He fled to England with his wife and children and applied for refugee status. But even though he and his family were safe, he was still suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder and chronic pain. (*Name changed.)
Over the course of his therapy sessions at Freedom from Torture, Alexander told his therapist about his love of poetry, and his therapist encouraged him to join Stone Flowers, our unique music programme that supports refugee torture survivors.
At first, Alexander wasn’t sure about joining the group. In an article for Therapy Today, he said:
I was hesitant but, once I took the plunge, the warmth of my welcome into the group blew me away. There was no pressure from my new colleagues to tell my story — simply a deep, unspoken respect among all the group members for what we’d all been through.
In time, Alexander did tell his story. He wrote a song called ‘The Memory’ about the abuse he suffered in Iran which features in Gone, a unique collaboration between Stone Flowers and puppet theatre company, Box Tale Soup. His pivotal moment came when he finally got the courage to sing:
I managed to sing a song aloud in my own language. That was so liberating and moving for me. Despite everything I’d been through, with a combination of Stone Flowers and therapy, I began to believe in a better future for me and my family.
Group singing has been shown to help people cope with stress and trauma by releasing oxytocin and elevating endorphins. Alexander says his involvement in Stone Flowers has helped him heal his emotional wounds and improve his relationship with his family.
The group has a power and personality of its own and a power to help with the healing process. My life partner and my children began to sense a difference in my behaviour; I felt able to be more present with them.
Music Action International’s founder, Lis Murphy, tells us about her experience in the group:
Performing and working with Stone Flowers is a truly amazing experience. To see first-hand how music enables people who have survived unbearable situations, to stand together and share their hopes, fears and joys in communities where there is often hostility towards them is incredibly powerful.
The Memory by Alexander (Farsi Script)
دنيايى داشتيم همه مون زندگى داشتيم همه مون
رويايى بود عشق و صفا مهر و وفا
باغچه و گل باغ و درخت آسمون و ستاره ها
خورشيد خانم دريا و ماهى هاش بودن
بزرگترا،كوچيكترا اينا بودن تو رويامون
ابرى اومد،بادى وزيد هوا يهو طوفانى شد
هديه طوفان واسه ما ديو بزرگ سرسياه
فرياد كشيديم همه مون
ديوى نبود تو رويامون،ديو نمى خوايم تو شهرمون
دستبند زدن به دستامون سيلى زدن تو گوشامون
گفتند بريد از شهرمون ساكت نمونديم همه مون
گفتم به ديو و همراهاش شهرقشنگ با روياهاش
حق مونه حق مونه زندگيمون شهرمونه
گريه نكرديم واسشون كم نياورديم جلوشون
گوش ندادن به حرفامون دنيا نذاشتن واسمون
رؤيا گرفتن ازمون شكنجه شد خاطره مون
زندونم شد زندگيمون
To hear Alexander performing his poem in English, book your tickets for the London premiere of Gone on Sunday 24 Sept, 5pm at Rich Mix.